Monday, 28 April 2014

#365grateful Post 22



Today’s little slice of “happitude” is...

A lovely sunny morning at Gordan's Bay beach; scrunching my toes in the sand and rescuing drowning ladybugs - a real treat...

The Greek and I took a little drive out to Gordan’s Bay to spend the morning on the beach. It was a beautiful, sunny day and it was sheer bliss to sit on the beach, scrunch my toes in the sand and read a magazine... That’s what holidays are for, no?

I also decided to finally do a bit of self reflection. The Greek hung back and watched our bags and I took a long walk along the beach... I picked up sea shells as I walked and waded into the water and just stood there for a while. I listened to the sound of the waves kissing the shore and let the hot sun beat down on my shoulders for a little while. I thought hard about the things that matter most to me and the things that I want out of my relationships, my career, my life. I faced a few harsh realities standing there in the clear blue water. I realised that I wasn’t half as happy as I’d allowed myself to pretend to be for just the longest time. I had to make some difficult choices and it would mean a lot of pain. But if I was brave enough to make those choices and if I could endure that pain and if it meant that I might be a little closer to real happiness in the end, it would be worth it. But I didn’t have to make those choices right then and there. It could wait just a bit longer...

So, I splashed some salty ocean water on my face and walked back to the Greek. We chatted about lunch and normal everyday things and waded into the water together... I noticed a ladybug floating on the surface of the water and we tried to rescue it from drowning... It seemed to be okay for a while but then it fell back into the water and our rescue mission began all over again. Eventually we carried it onto the beach and set it down on a sea shell to dry out in the sun. I’d like to believe that we saved the little creature but my heart of hearts knows that we probably did more harm than good! Oh well... it’s the thought that counts?

Image property of Candice Curtis


Stayed tuned for the last two days of holiday posts...

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